My Only Hideaway. . .

Without a second thought you put your hand on my shoulder,
Without a second look you took me miles away,
What happened after that, I couldn’t see and I lost you?
And I stumbled around until I found you again,
Cos’ you are my only hideaway, you make the world seem bigger,
You are my only hideaway, you do,
Without a second thought you found the words to explain me,
Without a second look you tried to open my mind,
Well I know that you are waiting and your patience is failing,
But I know that I’ll get there in a matter of time,
Cos’ you are my only hideaway, you make the world seem bigger,
Oh you are my only hideaway, you do,
And so tonight we’ll set the motion right,
And so tonight, we’ve time to make it alright.

DELAYS-HIDEAWAY

Thanks. . .

for coming to my life. . .

for saying “hi” at facebook. . .

Love u my only hideaway . . .

 

Award (disuruh mupi)

Kata si mupi, aku disuruh ngerjain PR,

eh… Rupanya PR yang kayak gini…

dududududududu..

Tapi gpp lha.

1. Sebutkan penyanyi pop favoritmu!

Mocca lha… sapa lagi, gara-garanya yang itu lha yang itu-itu juga.

2. Apa arti EMO dari menurutmu?

EMO (baca: imo) menurutku artinya >>(EMOMUNTAH!!!!, baca:i mo muntah)!!!

Walaupun kadang2 kudengarin juga.

3. Setujukah jika dangdut go-international?

Enggak,  karena nanti kalo uda ngetop isi acara TV dunia semuanya jadi dangdut, males ah!!!
4. Koleksi album apa yang kamu miliki? Ada Berapa?

Waduh gak kehitung!!!!  soalnya download semua… (bwahahahahahahaha!!!) tapi pasti Mocca lha…
5. Mengapa musik metal selalu teriak-teriak (scream)?

Enggak juga lha, ada juga musik metal yang gak teriak2…

10 Hal yang bikin aku tersenyum hari ini.

INTINYA AKU HARI NI MALAS SENYUM…

JADI TAK USAH KUISI AJA LHA YA…

1. Dari mana Blog ini berasal?

Hatimuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu….
2. Kapan hari dilahirkannya blog kalian?

Lupa!!!
3. Kesulitan apa saja yang ada saat membuat blog kalian?

Mumet!! Mumet!!! Mumet!!!

4. Mengapa membahas topik yang kalian bahas sekarang?

:no comment:
5. Kenapa tampilan blog kalian menggunakan template itu?

Gagah dan gagah

6. Apa yang pertama kalian lakukan saat blog kalian baru jadi?

Nangis di dalam hati… (dudududududududu)….

 

Kaleidoskop 2008 The aDieD

Hari ini, 30 desember 2008,
dua hari lagi, tahun baru, 2009, akan segera datang menghampiri.
2008.
Tahun ini tahun yang cukup berwarna bagi priaberkacamata ini. Di awal tahunnya, menghadapi masalah kakakku dengan “dunia lain” yang cukup pelik, yang menguras waktu, tenaga, dan kesabaran yang luar biasa. Alhamdulillah, masa-masa itu terlewatkan.
This was one of my hardest parts in my life…
But, here comes another story..

ANEMIA APLASTIK bapakku kumat lagi, penyakit yang menyebabkan sel-sel darah merah merah ini tidak bisa diproduksi oleh sumsum tulang ini kembali menyerang bapakku.
Huff… Hampir patah arang,
Tingkat Hemoglobin bapakku uda sampai 4 dengan kadar trombosit yang jauh dari angka normal. Pernah suatu saat, di rumah sakit, darah bapakku susah minta ampun berhentinya, mengalir seperti air….
tapi…
Alhamdulillah,
Aku, keluarga, berhasil melewati masa-masa yang cukup menegangkan.
Once again, Alhamdulillah…

Now,
about my heart,
two times rejected with the same girl…
oh F***
She’s my queen anyway..

but,
this was another part in my life…

and,
I’ve never succeed in this part.
huff…

Now, about my job.
I’m happy.
Since July, last year,
I’ve been working here.
This place gives me “place”, sometimes I feel like home if I stay in this place, and forget to come home.

Now,
I’m also working in media.
“Challenge” is the keyword in this place.
But, the crew in this place is so friendly, and that makes me comfort.

2008 is one of the hardest year in my life, but it’s also colourfull.

2009, here I come…

 

And The Rain Will Fall

And The Rain Will Fall

I can’t understand
Why my world keeps on turning?
And I can’t understand
Why the sun keeps on shining?
When you left me all alone

But I do understand
That you have someone better
And I can’t understand
That you saved me for later
I can take it I will wait

All that I need now
Is for the rain to fall from the sky
To wash away my pain inside
All that I need now
Is for the rain to fall from the sky
The rain will fall
The rain will fall.

MOCCA

 

Last Train Home

Last Train Home

To every broken heart in here
Love was once a part, but now it’s disappeared
She told me that it’s all part of the choices that you make
Even when you think you’re right
You have to give to take

But there’s still tomorrow
Forget the sorrow
And I can be on the last train home
Watch it pass the day
As it fades away
No more time to care
No more time, today

But we sing
If we’re going nowhere
Yeah we sing
If it’s not enough
And we sing
Sing without a reason
To ever fall in love

I wonder if you’re listening
Picking up on the signals
Sent back from within
Sometimes it feels like I don’t really know what’s going on
Time and time again it seems like everything is wrong in here

But there’s still tomorrow
Forget the sorrow
And I can be on the last train home
Watch it pass the day
As it fades away
No more time to care
No more time, today

But we sing
If we’re going nowhere
Yeah we sing
If it’s not enough
And we sing
Sing without a reason
To ever fall in love

But we sing if we’re going nowhere
Yeah we sing if it’s not enough
And we sing
Sing without a reason to ever fall in love

But we sing
If we’re going no where
Yeah we sing
If it’s not enough
And we sing
Sing with out a reason to never fall in love
To never fall in love again
To never fall in love again

LOSTPROPHETS

 

The Decision

SHE SAID:

“NO, You’re not the one”

and…

this happens again…

damn, twice…

P.S. (for her):

why did you send me some emails showed that you’d got a feeling with me…

damn!!!!

 

in the middle of my feeling about her

Huff,

What can I say?

I Love her, she’s the reason I breath everyday, She’s the reason why I apply for any better job.

She’s the reason why I try to fix my life to make her proud of me.

I’m not a man who’s good in wordplay.

I’m not a poetry man.

She’s the reason why I want to work until late, that’s all to “up-grade” my life,

again, to make her proud of me among her friends.

She’s not as same as a princess.

But, she’s the air and water for me.

Meanwhile,

I’m afraid to get closer to her…

The past still follows me.

and it frightens me always …

I’m afraid i’m not juxtaposed with her.

She’s the one I want to ask for marrying me.

She’s the one I want to be the mother of my children.

I Know.

I’m not as handsome as her dream.

I’m not full of money.

I’m absolutely not her type.

But…

“I DO LOVE HER”

My friend told me not to talk anything about love except if you’re in a marriage.

but, “I DO LOVE HER”

My heart is shaking everytime she makes any jokes with another man, even that man is my best friend.

because of her, sometimes I hate my best friend because the jealousy.

Again,

I’m still afraid to step forward to get closer with her.

I’m still afraid to be dumped.

Yes, I’m a coward.

But, That’s me.

and I’m proud of being me.